This year will be first lonely but meaningful chirstmas=)
I am alone celebrating with my cupcakes ytd.
Eating them with happiness.

It is enough for you to spend that little time with me
Even it is not true=)

I am glad for that.
Little hugs kisses are just simple things which can makes me smile=)

Friends sometimes I don't wish to speak much.
If you can see and understand. Then i will be much more happy
It is just.

We change.
If you realised.

Though we try. But no matter how much, there is differences in us.
Cracks beneath us.
Just tired of facing it.
So i chosen to leave it as it is.

It is up to you guys to see if you can.
No point of saying how much you will be der.
I cannot feel any heart
any feelings towards it.

It makes me more sadded to look at this kind of state we have been.
It is more like a broken piece of mirror which can reflects us so well
But tore us apart.

Eating dinner, shopping are just a months time or two.
I am not the kind of person whom is there i can spend time with.
I am tired of giving.
super.

Friends can be easily replaced.
And thrown.
I choose to lay back.
Lay real back. Choosing hard not to look at things are surfacing.
But. times makes it more harder not to notice it.

I don't know if you notice my changes.
But certainly i doubt.

I decided. to really don't care so much. don't ask me.
I am really sick of everything that i look at it.

Trust me my heart feels more pain.

P.s i am glad that i feel much happier when i am with you=)

♥ 4:08:00 PM