Came back nt long.
thanks k for the nice ride back.=)
it is great the view and place.
I will bring him der sometimes de.

I duno wat to say.
yes. some gfs are able to continue with their life w/o their bf
did u ever ask them. how was ur first week w/o ur bf?
how they overcome it?
U noe why i didn't want to go out during the first day.
i dun hav the mood.
tt why i recently i have been at home.
i didn't went out.

onli sometimes when to meet up his frends and brother. askin them how are them.
as he wanted to noe.

dun assume u noe everythin when u nvr been through.
Never assume u understand when u duno wat the feelins is like.
My bf went to the army yes.
But wher are the frends when i need to talk to. how i feel.
they are angry wid me fine.
i didn't bother them.
so i juz live my life.

spendin time wid my family.
watchin shows wid my mother.
when my frends i noe which are bz.
U wan to noe why i started workin.
so tt i dun nid to keep thinkin abt him
and i can continue wid my life.

Do u noe the feelin of goin back home when there is no1 watchin u walkin up the stairs?
Do u noe the feelin of being alone and there is no1 to talk to?
i noe it is a habit i shld change.
i am tryin my best.
tt why i didn't went out.

stayin at home dun let me smoke.
stayin at home makes me nt to think.

but workin is lettin me to be free.
earnin money for my parents.
spendin time wid work. nt to think abt him.
living to be happy.

i noe my results is poor.
my parents noe abt tt.
they are worry.
i told them.
they understand.
if they can, why nt u guys?

Keeping myself bz when workin and studyin so i dun think more abt him.
If i study onli. i will think abt him.
u all are nt veri free to always acc me go out.
so i work is much better.
when i am free i go work.
so i dun disturb any of u all and i can keep myself bz.

Nt every1 is strong enough to overcome. but 1 day they nid to.
nvr see ppl's expression or feelings through their faces.
it is through their heart.

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