I duno why i change or why i had change.
some reasons are so hard to explain
maybe it is how the way i have been seeing through stuffs.
i duno these changes i hav been a bad person as a frend. family or even gfs
i am nt quite sure abt myself either.
but i do noe some changes make me strong in some ways.
sometimes i have become heartless on some stuffs i am nt veri sure abt myself.
i onli noe sometimes frendship is hard to last.
i learn to take the hard way of life.
i learn somethings u gain. u lose it in someways.
but i do noe tt i gain are some great stuffs.
like workin in a new environment.
but wat i lose are mainly many impt stuffs.
i duno why but i try to control my feelins abt impt stuffs
maybe i am childish but ppl hav their own ways of handin stuffs.
maybe i am nt a gd daughter or a gd frend
i try to be but i still fail.
i wan to be but i cnt.
some things have change and it will cnt go back no matter how hard u try.
maybe some things hav change for the worse.
but i duno.
the future is far.
i learn to see it in a different way.
i juz nt the person u noe anymore which some of u may ask.
i jux cnt go back. sry.